الجمعة، ١٨ سبتمبر ٢٠٠٩

soul

when u set alone ur mind cant get it u cant imagine how unfair life could be and u cant imagine this ppl trying to make u somethin u r not and force u to be aslave to there desirse while all wt u were dreaming about is to find the shoulder the way out to be better u find urself droppin down and down and losin all da hope to be close to ur dream u r just far &far away
wiz ur mouth closing and ur eyes sadness u try to servive the situation coz u just cant wish to die cant wish to be better and cant find the way out of that except acceptin it as fast as u can so u dont suffer no more and every day u find urself suffering more and more no stop no way out u look around no body is there and u feel so lonly ur tears like a secret its like u r sitting wiz them and they cant see it ur mind stop working and ur body stopped moving could it be the end may be if i stopped moving they notice they listen they think may be coz doing wt they want dont
work they keep coming 4 more,,,,in da middle of the way i stopped just STOP
could it be nw...may be after some minutes give it minutes,,,ok hours after all they will notice that am her ,,yea am in da middle of da way an standin here an here ..
oh cant they think, notice, just watch me ppl am here why cant they see me
hours,,days and am still here and dont know wt is this?the felling i have in my stomic is that sadness or lonlieness anyway i cant stand it any more wiz my sad sad eyes i opened them to find me standin there listenin to wt i have been told..WT
then how come iam here and they talkin to me room away oh no,,is it that way??iam half there and half here???see its me moving nw but it doesnt seem like me at all the way i move i walk i talk this person wiz no mind this is person wiz no soul ..IS IT THAT WAY???IAM ABODY WIZ NO SOUL then whoes tears is fallin nw whoes eyes is closin painfuly nw??