i have fear in my heart that the day wont come and i will never fall in luv or the day will come and i fall in luv ,if that happend how could i fell how great is that thing they all takin about and i will miss that some day some one will miss me and i wont feel the warm of his arms around me and i wont hear his voice in my ears calmin me down that he is here and he shall stay,he wont touch my hand or be wiz me when i need some one to lean on his shoulder.
and if it does came and i felt all this but some day u wont be here and my heart wont stand the absent and will alwayes blame me for lettin u in and i may lose my mind missin u or somrthin i
can feel it now the tears burnin my eyes and sadness would kill me
,.and i wounder if u stayed would u keep lovin me or some day ur luv would stop or wont be enough?that someday i will reach to ur hand to hold and doesnt found it there that when u look at me i cant find me in ur eyes and the thing i will fear the most that i would see some one else on them and u shut ur heart in my face and ur ears doesnt hear me any more,
i fear that when that happen we would have children that we must luv and care about and i wont be able to get away from my pain and i stay and loose any hope to be happy in luv again .
i have afear that may be one day u chang and i cant find the man i luv in u and when i try to get u i loose my way and when i try to hear u i cant and i wont stop lovin u but that would make u stop lovin me coz we cant get along any more,,and it would be my fault..
i fear that our luv shall die and we never think about it no more and duty have the higher word on us and we doesnt feel so and then neither u or i be happy but we wont get it,
i have so many fears all of them compine in that fear of loosin my luv coz i have lost alot of things and i dont wanna loose anythin anymore,,
so i ask god to give me the bless of luv in my life and that it shall stay as long as i will live,,
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