CAUGHT IN ACTION

standing here in front of you finding my dreams come true.. but with fear in my heart i can't define should i be happy or stay afraid from tomorow,, from the day u will open ur eyes and discover one of many things which will drive u away its like loosing you now or later ...but am loosing u anyway
so i kept talking and joking ,,kept laughing and acting away so far away from the words ur eyes saying and when u look away i stare,i wanna carve this moments forever..i wanna your picture with me all along so i could look at u through my heart not my eyes and u dont catch me fallin deeply in love wiz u ..
i cant stand u hating me and u will..someday we will reach the point which i can't stand .
one day uyou will be standing there in train station lookin at me like am an angle even my bad deeds u like .
wt ironic even me couldnt find my way to fall in love with me wt if u know that am not that sweet angle that your girl can cheat and lie that i talk so much even so i dont look like so.

when u wake up someday and fine ur cat turned to a tiger that i could say and do so many hurtful things to ppl and sometimes i dont mind hurting them so much when they hurt me and that i have teached my heart how to be so crul and i cant forget and forgive wiz me there is no way no road to take ,,,all closed
that the sweet girl which cant stop laughing and joking which could perfectly act like akid and do love playin wiz dolls and watchin cartoon in some of her dreams she cant escape the idea of killing the man who laughed at her sis in da street just coz she is afat girl..drinkin his blood huh
that the sweet girl which a simple idea of u touching her hand can melt her heart and sometimes tears gathering when she thinks how sweet u r to her cant stand the idea of her dad touching her or talking to her cant stand any word from her mum and some times she keep screamin so her voice be the loudest and can hear nothing of wt ppl say...
no more can be said as u lookin at me nw with the sweetest look anybody look at me like u r the peace i always looked for like shinning star in my dark world but again i cant change and am afraid u would caught me in action of being a BEAST***

الضياع يعنى تكون عارف اسمك و تاريخ ميلادك و عارف اهلك و عائلتك و اصحابك ومجتمعك عارف طريقك من المدرسة للبيت و من الكلية للسوبر ماركت ...تبقى عارف اخوات بيفكروا فى اية و عايزين اية و بيحبوا اية وتكتشف فى لحظات الحقيقة انك مش عارف انت مين و بتعمل فى الدنيا دى اية؟؟و جيت منين ورايح فين...
يعنى تكون نازل من بيتك و كل حاجة تمام نفس الشارع و عم على بتاع الفول بيبصلك و فى عنية تهديد انك رايح لابو نسمة بدل متجيلوا...و الست ام محمد قاعدة تشوشوش عليك وعلى غيرك والدنيا حر وانت فى عز الظهر ولابس اسود بكل غباء ومرة واحدة تلاقيك بردان اوى و فى شارع فاضى متعرفلوش ملامح و محدش حواليك انت عارفوا و كلهم بيكلموك عادى و مش فاكر انت رايح فين ولا جى منين ولا لية لابس خفيف فى المطرة دى ولا لية الفلوس دى بس هى الى معاك لا بطاقة ولا غيوا كدة انت و جنية و طقية فى بلاد اللة الواسعة...
يا مجنووووووووون...21 سنة من عمرك وانت فاكر انك عاقل و كول وان انت كدة على الطريق الصح ومرة واحدة تكتشف ان اصلا انت فى الهوا ومتعرفش اى حاجة فى اى حاجة وان انت فضلت فى مكانك والعالم بيتغير من حواليك وانت كدة فاكر ان انت الى بتتغير وبتغير...
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