wt did i do !!!

i used to love my things so much ..i used to find story to connect us
one can never find the right story to lose something dear to your heart
one can't describe the pain of it coz it's unimaginable
we cant describe it ..it just hit u conquer ur world and swept all ur ideas away
the chock is indescribable its like ur numb
really u can feel the world is moving around u and ppl are talking but u r not with them
my soul have left my body and i dont wanna it back
the idea of opening your eyes and remembering what already happened is so painful
i wish i could close my eyes for ever or remove my memory
i cant deal with that pain ...its like strong wind sweeping me of my feet and i dont wanna resist
i need my end ,,i need my way out from that heart aches and i dont wanna open my eyes to face that fact
its just too strong for me and i cant live it
oh my GOD i just wanna say goodbye
i cant believe that i wont see you anymore
i cant believe that i wont see you anymore
one last look ,,one last touch ,,i need to feel you in my hands again
i keep seeing you everywhere ,,coz i used to see u everywhere
iam not moving without you baby am here standin still waiting for you to come back
how could i ,,wt did i do i have lost you i have let you go and i shall never forgive myself
i wont ...wt did i do ? wt did i do ?