died befor born

i didnt thought that it would be that hard all the time that it wouldnt even give me aspace to breath every once and while ,i waited for somethin good to happen somethin may change i kept fightin it back wiz all my strenght but at last it got me and i started to fall down and stop resistin and start wounderin as i take all that pain wt is goin to happen ??will it ever end may be some day days may carry the answers and rest me but iam afraid it may take long that i wont be there for the peace when it shall came,,and when he ask about me ppl may say ''died befor born''