i had enough trying to work it out wiz out u,,,they saying better to have nothing than to loose something but i alwayes wanted to have u..any idea of u makes me wanna cry anything reminds me of u make the world better and worst in da same time,i need u and every time i say it i really mean it then u dont show up and things work out and i start to wounder when will things not working out till u show up when da world stop moving till u r here ..
and when am so sad i confess its u who will make it better ,,its u ,u r the answer to my prayers but then i smile then i laugh then i move on wiz my life wizout u and i start to wounder when will i see u..when will it be dark and no light in it till u came,
sometimes i cry alot and i cant take my breath and sometimes i dont wanna to take it this thing that keep me alive that i do wizout aquestion,when this happen i cant see or think my mind is so closed and i cant imagine areason to live but the fair of GOD's well and punishment..i keep trying not to make asound and to get control on my own then i remember someday i dont have to try so hard coz u will be here trying wiz me and u will succed so i closin in my body as am being hold and keep husshing myself as u may told ,,try to close my eyes as u may suggest and when am calm and nolonger feel u around i found myself survive wizout u and i think its so silly wt i did and i hate it ,strange how i do resisit life wizout u but its me who is going on wiz it fine wizout u in da same time ..
i started to question ur present and that make it hard nw i dont even know if u really exist or that it will be u who make me cry the next time and that it wont be ur arms that calm me down but ur words or action that cut me open..
and other times i think that i dont really need u and that its going to work just how its going nw and life goes on wizout me knowing wt is the idea of u and wizout me tasting it but its not my biggest fear,,
iam afraid of not knowing you,,yet soooooo afraid of meeting u
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